未来

How to go up to find that this heart could not bear......couldnot happy because like so much..always told myself not to think too much just because i dont want put myself into something that i cannot stand with..what i want is turn back to myself before.......but,finally i cannot help myself in turning back to myself before....i always failed in make decision,i always failed in make move n always cannot think well when there are unexpected things happened infront,or back of me....
i always think that tomorrow will be more interesting n more meaningful for me,but.....that always not be like that...

one day,my sensei(伊藤先生) said this to me,"何かが終わった後に，後悔してももう遅いだよ。終わったことはもう何も変えられないのです。変えられるのは、未来だけです。だから、前のこと心配 しないで、未来のため、一生懸命に生きてください。未来だけ変えられるからです。それは、覚えてください。"
now,because of that,i try to change myself..

not only her said that to me,there onother one that i accept he/she said this to me before,"thats was really meaningful and also enjoyable if we found something that we are searching...."for someone that told that to me before,thank you for your advise,now i understand what u said.

BUT I STILL DONT KNOW..I DONT KNOW I CAN CHANGE MYSELF OR NOT........
FOR MOM AND DAD,I PROMISE TO BOTH OF YOU,THAT I WILL MAKE YOU PROUD OF ME....TRUST ME..